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On Mother's Day

On this Mother's Day, I am grateful. I am grateful for my mom, who spent countless volunteer hours in my classrooms, driving on field trips, as a Sunday School teacher, and a Birchwood counselor. I am thankful that through difficult financial times, she was there when we got home from school even when she wondered if she should be out working instead. I am grateful that she understands that not all women have that choice, or choose differently. I am thankful that when our relationship was at its peak of turmoil and anger, she still reminded me I could take a day off school to go shopping and get my nails done with her, if I wanted...even though my type A personality would never allow myself to take a day off school "for no good reason." I am thankful for my grandmother, who raised two boys and relished having a granddaughter and a girl to sew for, for the first time. She now has another granddaughter and three great-granddaughters and I don't believe would ever ha...

I am...

I am weary. I am tired. I am a walking wound, open and raw and vulnerable. I am not quite myself, and yet, wholly and completely me and myself. I am at peace. I am sad. I am ok, and not at all ok. I am happy. I am relieved. I am angry. I am anxious, and I am calm. I am talkative and reserved. I am congruent. I am. I. Am.